fairy tales don't exist in the long run :(

i must have thought i was swimming in the pool of heaven

i must have smiled beyond the capacity of denial

i must have dreamed about getting engaged with the most impossibility figure that ive been waiting for long time

i must have felt that it was true until the time knock on me

i must have realized that it didn't look real

how long must i stay in this state of uncertainty

must i give up on the sacrifice ive made?

should i regain my consciousness, so i could wake up and get hurt?

S.I.G.H

I don't want to give you up

I don't want to hold you up

I don't want ambiguous

I just know that I've had enough

I want you to travel with me

Let loose and let your mind go free...Show you things that you've never seen

You just got to go with me ...

Your love is so good that I want to show you

Don't make me responsible, for something that you can't find ...

Your loving is so good, so good, the closer

I want it, I want it

Into me

I want it, I want it,

Leave it here

I want to get close to you baby

Experience...

I want it, I want it

Generous...

Lay down what's impeding you

Cause I want to get close to you

I don't want to give you up

I'm tired of the pull and push

I"m tired of the making love

Don't you feel like you've had enough

I want you to journey with me, explore all the innocence

I don't mind us to build tension but we've got to move in the same direction

definitely in love with 'fine' by Tiago Lorc

He's never been lonely

She takes his hand and all his troubles step aside

He's never felt like this before,

But he'd like to try

'Let Yourself in', it's all he's thinking about

'Let Yourself in', now he's singing out loud

I'm feeling like my life has just begun

And I'm feeling fine

I fell so alive, singin'

I'm feeling like my life has just begun

And I'm feeling fine

So fine, fine, fine

She lightens up his morning

All of his plans seem so damn easy to decide

It's not about just feeling lonely

It's more, just give it a try

'Let Yourself in', it's all he's thinking about

'Let Yourself in', now he's singing out loud

I'm feeling like my life has just begun

And I'm feeling fine

I fell so alive, singin'

I'm feeling like my life has just begun

And I'm feeling fine

So fine, fine, fine

I can't wait to find my way home

I can't wait to get to start

It will not be done, until it's all begun

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AqTj4ajvZAA

am i doing just fine?

i hate to be in the edge of darkness

i want to stay in my own comfort zone

where i feel just to be myself, satisfied, and comfortable

neither too much nor too less

lately ive been questioning myself

is this what i want to believe in?

is this what i want myself to endure?

is this what i see myself to become a person whom i dislike?

i always try to point out good judgements,

but i cant imply it to myself

ever once a while in my life, i'm very disappointed

seeing indecisive part of me that never try to look up for herself

sigh

LIFE

infatuated,

literally nowadays' situation cant be described in a just simple way

until it makes me realize

i just want to stand there

and dream on until i am left with no options

why do we always have conflict?

it would just end with restless heart,raging fury inside an empty box

when i try to put back the pieces,

it results the opposite

shouldn't it be to resolve the complicated puzzle?

or should it be just a sea of troubles with no answers

what i am about to do,

just let the time come to senses and peaceful mind..

macaroon madness

nothing tastes as good as macaroon from paris, Laduree

i'm not a dessert type of person

last month, my sister gave me a piece of macaroon to try because

she thought that i would consider it as one of my favorite out of tons other delicious dessert in the world

well, she was right and i was absolutely in love with chocolate macaroon.

it was in the right amount, neither too small or too big in a portion.

it wasn't too sweet, it was soft and chewy.

how the world could create such appetizing small little pieces from heaven.

every time i dream about macaroon, i feel like i am dying to go for one and surfing around for every website which is located to be the best macaroon place nearest to my home, Boston city.

so ive been doing some research for some good macaroons in NYC.

there are some-lists that i put down if you are macaroon lover like me

1. Bouchon bakery (just okay, too sweet for the choco)

10 Columbus Circle
New York, NY 10019

(212) 823-9366

2. J chan (a new place recommended by kathy and windy, NYUM TO NUTELLA)

161 W 36th St

New York, NY 10018

(646)573-5048

3.Bouley Market

120 W Broadway
(between Duane St & Reade St)
New York, NY 10013

(212) 608-5829

4.almondine bakery

85 Water St
(between Main St & Washington St)
Brooklyn, NY 11201

(718) 797-5026

5.tisserie bakery

66 Park Avenue
New York, NY 10016-3007
(212) 885-7111

6.madelainne pasterie

132 W 23rd St

New York, NY 10011

(212) 243-275

7.la maison du chocolate

30 Rockefeller Plz

New York, NY 10112

(212) 265-9404

8.macaroon nyc cafe

161 W 36th St

New York, NY 10018

(646) 573-5048

9. joyce bakery

646 Vanderbilt Ave
(between Park Pl & Prospect Pl)
Brooklyn, NY 11238

(718) 623-7470

10. cha-an

230 E. 9th St

2nd Fl
New York, NY 10079

(212) 228-8030

11. financier patisserie

62 Stone St
(between Hanover Sq & Mill Ln)
New York, NY 10004

(212) 344-5600

i cant wait for boxes of macaroon delivered by my good friend from sanfransisco

the brand of famous macaroon: paulette. heard to be the best in town of SF.

and it tastes almost similar like laduree =)

http://www.paulettemacarons.com/

être en amour fait mal un peu,Je suis heureux que je trouve finalement vous

1.life is created to explore, to share and to love

it might feel extraordinary and it might turn you down

without being experimental, life is not like what they call about

2.it is taking ages to take courages to learn,to forgive and to take good side of everything

once you fall , you have to get ready to keep up on yourself

dont ever be afraid, because you have to always look up and be brave..

3. life wont go smoothly like a roll on

you wont expect like the way you think it should have been done

think straight, have faith and do good

believe that tomorrow will always be better and yesterday is already gone

mumbling in the morning, trying to concentrate and feeling sleepy o_0